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cause i have learnt that love is beyond
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the more it clears the more i have to let you go.

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I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
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I'm seventeen, and i'm learning to enjoy my single life now.

.this is me.

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Thursday, January 31, 2008

我 曾认真试爱着一个人
他给我幸福的可能
我等我问未来何时发生
他只是给我一个吻
快乐我哭是因为你的手
曾答应带我向前走
难过我哭是因为我的手
找不到你说的以后
好眼泪坏眼泪
我都曾为你流
感动和悲伤都是理由
只不过在你不再爱我了以后
像坏的眼泪慢慢流
快乐我哭是因为我付出
得到你温柔的答覆
难过我哭是因为我认输
你的心永远留不住
好眼泪坏眼泪我都曾为你流
感动和悲伤都是理由
只希望在我不再想你了之后
有好的眼泪慢慢流
好眼泪坏眼泪我都曾为你流
感动和悲伤都是理由
只希望在我不再想你了之后
有好的眼泪慢慢流
有好的笑容陪着我...

found this at billy's blog.
and i realised, its very meaningful..

yeap.
i cried enough for you..
its time i move on.
i shall erase every single bit of bad memories i had,
and leave the wonderful footsteps behind.
perhaps one day,
i'll meet my mr right.
hope you find your happiness too!
i've learn to let go.
i've learn,
that loving someone is to let him go.
that's why i'm letting you go,
because i love you.
please don't forget me,
cause i will forever remember you.
you have your freedom now,
enjoy your life,
and i know u will. (:
one day, if u ever find a girl u really love,
tell her, she's blessed.
as for me, i'll just let the love fade as time passes.

i don't hate you,
maybe i love you too much.

cheers. (:

thank you kenghwee. <3

♥ 11:15 PM

lazy to blog today.

but nevertheless, im blogging.

HAHAS. =/


oohh. today i went to crash ACJC!
okay. im supposed to rest at home.
HAHAHAS! but, i went.
and it was,
DAMN EXCITING! hahahs!!!

we hid at some random places, at the arts centre,
on the spiral staircase itself.
and we were so afraid we got spotted.
cause three of us got caught,
then left like 5 of us.
HAHAHAS!
and the p.e teacher kept walking past us,
and we were hiding like crazy!
SUPER HILARIOUS I TELL YOU!
=/

ohh. it wasnt as good as i expected.
like, SAJC facilities are much more better can!
but i prefer acjc. hahas!
and i duno why,
sajc got so many pretty gals and handsome guys,
but in acjc, its totally NONE!
okay. random. =.=

HAHAHAHS! but i still pray i can get into acjc.
with my dangerous 7 points. =(
ahhh! PLEASE!

oohh. missed sch three days.
and i missed my classmates and og. (:
did u all miss me?
PLEASE SAY YES!
hahas! :P

then after dat, met yuan chun at orchard.
FUNNY!!!!!!!!!!!
we talked a lot in macdonald.
but went kinokuniya first.
hahas! (:
NICE CHAT INDEED!
oh. i met ruby. =.=

and after that, i trained home.
halfway through i cannot take it.
i dropped off at raffles,
AND SEACRHED FOR A TOILET!
=.= HAHAHAHAHAS!
then after erhem, clearing off the bladder, :P
i went back again and took the train back to bukit batok.
wasted my money. =.=
ahhhh!
oh. and i met amanda.
caught up a lot with her today.
and she made me a card.
THANK YOU! (:
we chatted a lot too.
ahhas! it was actually nice telling everything out again.
although, i dun have much saliva.
lols. lame.
but anyway, i got my contacts. (:
WEEE! new year can start wearing le.
now cant, cose infection still not recovered.
:(
nvm. next week should be better.
i hope so. (:

oohhh! and here i am.
eating dinner while blogging.
:P


guess im too tired.

yea! going back school tmr!
(:

they said that was you,
should i believe?
you changed,
or rather you were like that all along..
i'm silly to cry here,
while you are enjoying your life there,
so happily with all your friends..
i'm really silly...

♥ 9:31 PM

lingqiling 070 <3 ; I LOVE MY DEPENDABLE SISTER! (: says:
you din know?
that ezekin sim VERY SLOW LEHS~!

lingSANling; 030 <3 MY RANDOM SISTER IS LOVED! (: ;; thank you. says:
YA LO!
wad ezekin sim. HE EZLINK LAH!
kns. slowpoke can!
ARGH!

lingqiling 070 <3 ; I LOVE MY DEPENDABLE SISTER! (: says:
hahahahah!
i transit link lehs!
hahahahaha
yea yea
so slow!

lingSANling; 030 <3 MY RANDOM SISTER IS LOVED! (: ;; thank you. says:
ehh. i scrolled up
then realised u wrote a random thing
-.-
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
HAHAHS! COPYRIGHTED!

lingqiling 070 <3 ; I LOVE MY DEPENDABLE SISTER! (: says:
i din!
WAIT WAIT

lingSANling; 030 <3 MY RANDOM SISTER IS LOVED! (: ;; thank you. says:
eh.
huh.
LOLS!

lingqiling 070 <3 ; I LOVE MY DEPENDABLE SISTER! (: says:
YOU ALSO VERY SLOW LA!

lingSANling; 030 <3 MY RANDOM SISTER IS LOVED! (: ;; thank you. says:
WAD TING TING!

lingqiling 070 <3 ; I LOVE MY DEPENDABLE SISTER! (: says:
LIKE EZLINK!
hahahaha!

lingSANling; 030 <3 MY RANDOM SISTER IS LOVED! (: ;; thank you. says:
HAHAHAHS!

lingqiling 070 <3 ; I LOVE MY DEPENDABLE SISTER! (: says:
BLEHS!

lingSANling; 030 <3 MY RANDOM SISTER IS LOVED! (: ;; thank you. says:
EHHHH!!
HE SLOWER LO!

lingqiling 070 <3 ; I LOVE MY DEPENDABLE SISTER! (: says:
hahahhaha

lingSANling; 030 <3 MY RANDOM SISTER IS LOVED! (: ;; thank you. says:
why u suddenly said that huh?

lingqiling 070 <3 ; I LOVE MY DEPENDABLE SISTER! (: says:
BUT YOU ALSO SLOW! xD
hahaa

lingSANling; 030 <3 MY RANDOM SISTER IS LOVED! (: ;; thank you. says:
not slower than EZLINK can le!

lingqiling 070 <3 ; I LOVE MY DEPENDABLE SISTER! (: says:
so what if i'm lesbian.
you believe? HAHAHAS!
><

cos you said this

lingSANling; 030 <3 MY RANDOM SISTER IS LOVED! (: ;; thank you. says:
slower than him means JIAT LUCT LIAO, cose i'll be as slow as u. cham cham.
CHEY!

lingqiling 070 <3 ; I LOVE MY DEPENDABLE SISTER! (: says:
AIYO!
i where got slower than him!
IM THE FASTEST OF ALL KKS :D
hees!
YOU AUNTIE OBASAN LA!

lingSANling; 030 <3 MY RANDOM SISTER IS LOVED! (: ;; thank you. says:
HAHAHAHAHAS! WAD OBASAN! YOU THEN OBIKANG!
HAHAHAHAHAS!

lingqiling 070 <3 ; I LOVE MY DEPENDABLE SISTER! (: says:
OMG!

lingSANling; 030 <3 MY RANDOM SISTER IS LOVED! (: ;; thank you. says:
:P

lingqiling 070 <3 ; I LOVE MY DEPENDABLE SISTER! (: says:
SO CHOU LOR!

lingSANling; 030 <3 MY RANDOM SISTER IS LOVED! (: ;; thank you. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM LAUGHING MY ASS OFF!
GOODNESS!

lingqiling 070 <3 ; I LOVE MY DEPENDABLE SISTER! (: says:
RARRRRS!
why never laugh your BUTT off!

lingSANling; 030 <3 MY RANDOM SISTER IS LOVED! (: ;; thank you. says:
dun want, later no butt CANNOT PANG SAI!

lingqiling 070 <3 ; I LOVE MY DEPENDABLE SISTER! (: says:
OMG

YOU VERY ER XIN LEHS!




HAHAHAHAS! can u believe it! thats us! :X

♥ 12:10 AM

Wednesday, January 30, 2008
anyway. i'm irritated by despo guys!
stop adding me on msn or friendster.
you know, i hate it.
AHHH!

♥ 10:52 PM

i'm back!

hahas. went to pass clothes to buyers,
and then send those registered mails.
gosh! i duno they cost a bomb! =/

then met my random sister! hahas!
and and we went queensway!
the bus ride took ages i tell you!
AHH! irritating!
oh. and she is super AUNTIE!
HAHAHAHAHAHAS! ><
and super rich. :P
she bought a new nike bag,
addidas water bottle,
and a pair of addidas shoes.
FREAKING RICH!
and she was bargaining like crazy.
hahas! i was laughing at her all the way. :P

after that, we went to causeway point.
we got her phone repaired,
and then went popular to buy my stationaries.
AND JUST A FEW PENS COST ME A BOMB TOO!
><
aahhh. and i cant find any file that i like. :(

then, we went to buy some food at the pasar malam.
hahas! i bought like a chicken wing and two seaweed chicken.
AND I TELL YOU!
the guy selling chicken wing one,
SUPER FLIRT! hahahs!
he tried to flirt with me.
like ARGH! =.=
i thought i dropped something,
cose i heard some noises,
as if i dropped a coin like dat.
so i went around searching,
and he was like,
aiya!! duno what he talking about also.
i also blur blur.
hahas! then i just walked off.
then he was like saying must go there hor.
or duno wad. =.=
HECK!

oh. and we took a train home.

KENGHWEE IS CRAZY!
she fa hua chi. :P
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!

lalalalas.

BUT ITS FUN TO BE WITH HER!
thank you girl, for being by my side. (:
LOTS OF LOVES!

so what if i'm lesbian. :P
you believe? HAHAHAS!
><

and the day ends here.


yawns. im tired. (:


another day without you.
i guess i'm surviving.
but i'm missing you.
are you?

♥ 10:23 PM

wishes that come true are called miracles.
i want a miracle.

♥ 2:41 PM

bored!

i'm home, and had nothing to do, except taking orders and replying emails.
=.=
ahhhhhhhh! at this rate i will go crazy.
how i wished 2nd intake can start faster!
hahas. cause it'll be a new start for me, and a new beginning.
and i'll have everything new, including a new image!
(:

thats how i move on..

and ooh. i'll be going queensway later!
hahas! and i shall buy my stationaries etc etc.
i'll consider if i should buy my contacts later too.
cose im soo broke!
=/

valentine's day is coming.
and i had no idea who to spend it with.
if it was the past, i could have enjoyed that day.
but well, its over.
hahas! and i guess i'll be with my friends!
you know, singles have our own ways! :P
gees.

lalalalas.

08s09! please confirm kbox on friday!
yuan chun and magdalene!
if you two don't go i'll kill you.
:P
so please go. hahas!
aiya. we'll all go our separate ways after 1st intake le.
so just go okay? guai. (:

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhs!

friendster sucks big time!
and i hate strangers!
those kuku, irritating!

random. random. random.


i had a heart disease.
and it's called broken heart.
someone please cure me.

♥ 1:28 PM

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

HAHAHAHAS! the doctor is mad! gave me three days MC! argh!! what am i supposed to do these three days?!?! =( im bored like nobody's business can. grr! i'll miss my friends in school. hahas! 08S09 friends, DUN MISS ME TOO MUCH! hahas! =P

ahhh! im so afraid i will become blind actually. but thank goodness. the doctor said i will be okay. (: if not i'll cry to death i tell you! hahas!

oohh. AND I MET UP WITH YEEPING! love her to bits and pieces! she's really very good at words. (: how i wished i can be like her, taking things easy. talked to her about GIRLS STUFF and catch up with her. really very happy for her, for having such a great boyfriend. (: cherish him huh! (:

only when i'm down the drain,
i see which are my true friends.
thank you all, for those encouragements.
i pray for the miracle. (:

♥ 10:56 PM

i don't understand,
why all those friends around me in a relationship can last for so long,
but not us...

and i don't understand,
why we even break in the first place...


god is unfair to me as usual...

♥ 5:20 PM

ahahahahas! let me tell you something! i didnt go school today! =/
okay. and i'm bored at home now, flu-ing away. =.=
ahhhhhhhh! let me see, today i'm supposed to go out and meet chun liang for her clothes at 8pm, and then i'm supposed to meet my dear friend yeeping at jurong east too. (: hahas! so looking forward to it actually! super long time nvr see her le! (: guess we're gonna go mad later. =/
ooohh ya! meanwhile, i just woke up, like at 1.30pm. hahas! i know i'm a pig. and my eyes are swollen as usual! its hurting. grr! =/ then i've got nothing to do and came here to blog. hahas! a boring life, someone please add colours to it.. (:

ahhhhhhhhhh! i think i'm mad. don't be surprised if u ever see me in mental hospital one day. hahas! and thank you for visiting. (: anyway! i've yet to buy my stationaries and contact lens! ahh! i think i'm getting them this week, then next week will be like chinese new year, and i'll be super busy going everywhere to collect my ang bao. hahas! (: then after that will be too late, cause there will only be a week left before 2nd intakes come. ahhh! and i really hope i get into acjc. well, sa isnt a bad school, but i prefer acjc, cause its nearer my house! though i heard it isnt the right school for me, like the girls are bimbo, and the people there are super rich, clubbing and pubbing away almost every day, my seniors survived! and i guess i can too. (: hahas! you know, nothing is impossible! (:

i'm practising my positive manifestation like almost every single minute now, but it don't seems to work! okay. maybe time will show. (: and i believe it will, as long as i'm always in the positive manner! hahas! we'll see in the near future, if it really works. (:

ahhh. ya! yesterday! hahas! almost forgotten. i went for my 08s09 class outing at marina square. like again. cause i've been going there for the third time last week. supposed to meet at 11.30am at city hall, but erhem, i reached there almost 2pm. HAHAHAS! because i overslept. =/ then they were already playing pool while waiting for us. then after we reached, as in me and anges, we all decided to eat at swensens. who knows we can only enjoy the privilege of student meal at 2.30pm, but it was only 2pm. soooo! they decided to eat in subway, and i ended up having a regular drink only. hahas! i don't eat subway, never in my life! hahas! =/ then we decided to play zhong ji mi ma and the loser will choose a truth or dare. i'm super lucky, cause i never got it. hahahs! (: aiya. my og always play, then somehow u will know the tactics liao. wahahas! then we went to play bowling. ahh! its been a long time since i ever bowl, and the first few times was a missed. lols. but i striked at least once. =.= magdalene was crazy. hahas! she was how agitated because she couldnt strike. hahahas! then nas went for his training halfway through. after bowling, we played pool. ahahs! teenagers really know how to enjoy life! and it was my first time playing it, not counting the mini pool table i had in my house. =.= i learnt a bit, and manage to embarrassed myself. HAHAS! oh well. =/ after playing pool, i rushed off to meet keng hwee without paying! hahas! okay. and christy helped me pay first. (: then, we went bedok to pass clothes to a buyer, ate chicken rice and rushed back to jurong east for my tuition. ahahs! okay. i don't have a tuition, but im teaching a pri 3 guy. he's cute, but he couldnt concentrate at all. which is pretty irritating. i guessed i've to come up with ways to make him listen and remember! hahas. then, i reached home at 10plus.

08s09 is loved.

i'm beginning to feel the sense of belonging to my class. (:

the naughty girls.

you wouldn't wana see me bowl. =/


i hope i have memory lost;
so that i can forget you..
they say i'm silly,
and i admit i am.
i know there's no way i can get you out of my mind,
unless an angel appears in front of me.
and i'm waiting, i'm really waiting..
for a miracle to happen..
gain your wings and soar up high,
see the world and adventure.
maybe one day you will realise,
you have made the wrong decision.
maybe one day after seeing the world,
you will know its time to be back.
the door is always open,
to welcome you back.
i'm waiting,
because i rather be silly.

♥ 1:30 PM


they say its gonna be alright;

it just all takes time..

GUESS WHAT! i went for class outing today! hahas! and i was SOO LATE because i overslept. ahhh. and ya. my eyes are getting worse each day. i have this feeling i will go blind one fine day, and i wouldnt get to see this world again. but oh well. i'll just pray hard it wouldnt happen and get it treated SOMEDAY. hahas. its always swollen, and i duno why. maybe i cried too much.

anyway. im tired. though its my first post and i would really want to write a lot, i guess i really have to sleep. =/ i'll blog tmr about the class outing, if i feel like to. hahas. basically, i recreated my blog just to vent out everything, cause everything isnt falling right, and i don't know why..

im tired of this world;
everything isnt right - and i hate it.

♥ 12:34 AM