mylifeisloved.blogspot
Prelude

Self-denial is a game
so strange i never would've
wanted till there was you.
cause i have learnt that love is beyond
what human can imagine,
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.

On vacation


W E N D Y
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so Click here if you hate it.
I'm seventeen, and i'm learning to enjoy my single life now.

.this is me.

Wishes

His love is all i ever wanted.
Always happy
Clothes. Clothes. Clothes.
Money $$$
Beauty, Brains & Talent
Miracles

i wished, and i wish..
that all my wishes will come true.

Speak



Camarederie

DYLYshop
Anges
Billy
Cheryl
Christie
Eugene Tham
Hao Cheng
Jessica
Jiong hong
Keng Hwee
Kim Hock
Lester
Meiling
Nicholas
Reuben
Yee ping
Yuan chun
Yuling

Past

♥ January 2008
♥ February 2008

Credits ©
Designer : PauLeNe
Brushes : xXx
Image : xXx
Software : xXx
Fonts: xXx
Basecodes: xXx
Welcome to WENDY'S sanctuary.


Monday, February 25, 2008
PEOPLE! i've changed my URL to

http://wendy-mylifeisloved.blogspot.com



RELINK ME! (:

♥ 11:56 PM

disappointed.
but nevertheless,
i still have other great friends. (:



ARGHHHHHHHHHH!

IM ABUSED BY NICHOLAS KANGG!
wth.
=.=


oh. AND IM INNOCENT OKAY!
NOT STUPID!
just that im not polluted.
THATS ALL!
so i am not stupid.
im actually smartttttt! (:



lalalalalas.




realised its not good to be intiative.
maybe its better to sit back. (:



awwwwwwww.




this is why i hate about blogggggg.
=.=

♥ 10:23 PM

Sunday, February 24, 2008
suddenly,
im on the verge of crying.

i miss all my css friends,
esp LINGjiagongzhu! <3


duno if its fate or wad.
i ended up at sajc alone.

all my great friends of css,
esp my bestie,
went to other schools.
='(




ARGHHHHHHHHHH!


i've to learn to be independent.
no bestie to rely on alrdy. =(





AND I HATE THIS!


esp this year,
when everything is so different for me.
life has changed,
everything and everything.
all so different.
so helpless.

yet i have to face it.



ARGHH!


i seriously miss those times, my dear friends.
love you guys to bits and pieces.
my dearest clique,
and my dearest class.

in four-one,
i love the unity in us,
i love the fun we had,
and the thrill we had secretly eating at the back of the class,
hiding all our tibits under the desks.
i love the cam-whoring sessions,
and the few guys taking videos of our spastic actions.
we're the history of css,
being so not nerdy as the first class!
HAHAHAS.

the big bullies,
awww,
wai khit, hao cheng and jiarong,
who never fail to bully me. =.=
but thanks for being great friends,
who know when to play,
and when to put a fullstop.
thank you,
for cheering me up when i cried.
i'll never forget all the words u guys said.
(:

and my great great little wonderful girl,
kenghwee! (:
u know, i always love you.
and i'll always be there when u need me.
hahas.
i guess i dun have to say much for u,
cose u know it all alrdy. (:
if not i will have to write a 1000 pages essay! =/

and not forgetting meiling, yuling, liping, and...amanda! (:
i seriously miss all of you!
though now i may not have much time to spend with u all,
but u know i wun ever forget you guys!
the wonderful girls who gave me strengths! (:



and the class's jokers.
akash and wensong!
i miss those days in class with u people!
u guys never fail to bring laughters to everyone. (:



and albert!
hahahas! omg!
:P u know wad im gonna say.


every 40 people in four-one plays a part in my life,
and thanks for the footprints u guys left.
(:


i guess i'll have to accept it.
life is all about meeting different people,
and leaving each other.

keep in contact!
its my honour to know u people.
and i'll just hope we'll all meet again in the future!

once for all,
all 4-1. (:

♥ 10:27 PM

HOHOHOHOHOS!

EUGENE THAM OWES ME AN ICE CREAM!
JENSEN OWES ME TWO GREEN APPLES!


woots!
i will grow fat!
=/


but i dun mind more ppl owing me! :P
lalalalals.



I LOVE FOODDDDDD! :DDD
yummy!

♥ 2:07 PM

Saturday, February 23, 2008
okay.
i really duno wads happening to me this year.
since i broke up in january,
my friendster and msn have been growing.
friendster, from 200plus friends,
now got 388 friends.
everyday got around 8 people adding me.
and guess wad!
msn also!
and i have been deleting and blocking those people.
i didnt even bother to talk to them luh!
wad the hell.
im seriously damn frustrated now!
and this year,
today is the 2nd time i got stalked.
and now is only february.
january i got one,
february i got one.
DUN TELL ME EVERY MONTH I WILL GOT STALKED ONCE!?
wad the hell.
SERIOUSLY!
god, please stop playing a fool on me
this is not fun.
this is freakin scary.
my heart almost popped out!
my heart is still beating damn fast now luh!
just stop all this luh.
PLEASE!
i am a girl! and i feel damn insecure now!
with all those idiots coming in my life.
wth.



FRUSTRATED!

♥ 11:51 PM

WTH!
WTH!
WTH!
WTH!
WTH!
WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


seriously! THIS IS FREAKING SCARY!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
BASTARD!

THIS IS THE FORTH TIME I GOT STALKED IN MY LIFE!
okay, if im not wrong.
HAHAHS!
AND SECOND TIME THIS YEAR!
WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH!
this is seriously IRRITATING!

i was like on the train home.
then this guy came into the train.
he stood in front of me
AND KEPT STARING AT ME!
then okay, i thot i was like
maybe think too much or wad.
HE FOLLOWED ME OUT WHEN I CHANGE TRAIN AT JURONG EAST!
okay, nvm.
i tried to walk to another cabin.
so i walked very fast.
WHO KNOWS HE WALKED WITH ME TOO!
BEHIND ME SOMEMORE!!!
=.=
and then when the train came,
i was like waiting for him to go in first,
then i board.
but he waited for me!
wth!
so i stood at the side there,
AND HE STOOD IN FRONT OF ME!
AND CONTINUE STARINGGG!!
and nvm! FINE!
after i got to bukit batok,
i alighted and walked super fast!
then i walked walked walked,
almost running,
to the interchange and lined up for the bus.
GUESS WHAT!
HE LINED UP BEHIND ME!!!!!!!!!!!
WTH WTH WTH WTH!
i didnt know wad to do.
he is damn scary.
FREAKING IDIOT!
and when i board the bus,
sat down at one of the seats.
HE SAT BESIDE ME!
AND CONTINUE STARINGGG!
WTH WTH WTH!
okay. fine!
NEVERMIND!
my mum called,
and i called her to come down to fetch me.
then when my bus reached my stop,
i alighted and ran to my dad.
that guy freaking ran away also lah!
then my dad was like searching for him.
i was pointing and pointing for him.
then that guy came back,
and walked across the road to wait for the bus
back to the interchange.
WTH!
WTH!
WTH!
WTH!
THIS IS SERIOUSLY!
WHAT THE HELLL!!!!!
omg!


im damn scared now.
as in YES!
IM SCARED!
=((

shit! i need a bodyguard.
hahahas! =/



i cant believe everything that is happening to me now.
my life is seriously damn unexpecting.
and this isnt a good thing.

♥ 11:32 PM

Friday, February 22, 2008
i'll be myself.
and i AM myself.
(:



this is me,
accept it or leave it. :P



i dun have to act like a gentle girl,
nor do i have to act like anyone else.


i am WENDY.
and WENDY is me.
(:

♥ 10:23 PM

undetectable heartbeats;
unexpressed words;
unbelievable lines;
life is just a movie - expect the unexpected



everyone plays a role in my movie,
including you. (:



your actions and words are an irony.


i feel like a silly girl.

♥ 10:18 PM

Thursday, February 21, 2008
i wana appeal to acjc!
should i?





let nature takes its course.

♥ 7:58 PM

learn to accept.
life goes on.






:D

♥ 2:46 PM

Wednesday, February 20, 2008
i dun understand whatever u mean.
and i dun understand whatever u feel.

♥ 11:08 PM

i just deleted my contacts.
and they are mainly those people i blocked.
whatever.


ahhh.
im damn sad yuan chun isnt here with us in sajc.
well, today is kinda boring.
the orientation kinda sucks.
yea, luckily i got jessica with me.
if not i rather bang the wall.
=.=

had mass dance.
lols!
and its like couple dance!?!
HAHAHAHAHAS!
damn funny.
i was like laughing when im dancing.
you would never want to have a partner like me.
cose i will only laugh and laugh.
=.=
ohhhh.
and guess who's my partner!
HAHAHAHAHAS!
that stupid dinosaur!!!!
omg, damn funny dancing with him lah!
well well.
i think some girls will be damn jealous.
HAHAHAHAS!
cose some dinosaur got like so many girls likeeee.
eh.
but i dun care.
:P



damnn tired after a day.
went out with classmates to eat dinner at vivocity.
ended up only me, magdalene and nicholas eating
at the chicken rice shop.
hahas! damn funny again
=.=
everytime went out with them,
i will end up in laughters.
:)
love you guys!

ahhhh..
but yuan chun not with us le!
=(((


i may be appealing out,
cose i scared in sajc,
i will have too much fun,
and neglect my studies.
=/



you'll never predict every tmr,
so do it while you still can,
say it or you regret.

♥ 11:06 PM

look who's the freaking loser,
who only knows how to scold me!
wadeva!
i cant be bothered with your monkey behaviour!
get out of my sight you asshole!





i cant stand this anymore.
this is irritating.





i got so much to tell you,
but can i?

♥ 12:50 AM

Tuesday, February 19, 2008
PRESENTING!08S09!!!!!













♥ 9:44 PM

went out with my classmates today. (:
YUAN CHUN! IM GONNA MISS U!! =((
ohh. before that. i went back to css.
collected yearbook with girlfriend! (:
OHH!
MRS ABDULLA DOESNT RECOGNIZE ME!!!
angry angry! HOW CAN!
hahas! she says becose im with contacts.
=.=
and mrs yeo was like saying,
'you are damn slim and sexy'.
is that a compliment?!
or is it an insult?!
HAHAHAS!. *shrugs*
awww. im gonna miss everyone like hell!
IM LIKE SEPARATED WITH GIRLFRIEND!
WTHHHH!!! =((((
nvm, we can still be close yea? :)
ohh. and i met christieee at bugis.
talked a lot, and chatted...
blah blah. hahas!
it was like kinda fun and nice to talk like dis.
we should have more!
and ya!!
met twin at parkway parade!
wahhh. she treated us a drink each wor!
hahas! :) thank you twin!
ohh. and we talked and chatted.
hahas! so fun lahh!
then zi lian in the toilet!
HOHOHOS!

my girlfriend! in my school toilet! hahas! im gonna miss u like HELL!

zi lian time! (:

escalator! (:

SPASTIC! =/

POSE! (:

okay. this looks like the same pose. ahhas! =/

blehh.

pretty prettaye! :P


whoooo.

MUACKS TO OUR FRIENDSHIP! (:

a crush,
but with no chance,
becose someone else appeared..

this is the hardest goodbye..

♥ 8:45 PM

IM SOOOO HAPPPYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IM BACK, SAJC! (:

♥ 9:50 AM

i'm happy in sa,
i dun wana end this..

♥ 12:05 AM

Monday, February 18, 2008
tired.



moodless! arghh! =/


its okay. tmr will be better day.



you'll scare me off.
really.




oh. decided to quit tuition.
that boy is irritating.




i wouldnt want to take the first step.
but,
are you willing to try?




♥ 10:14 PM

Sunday, February 17, 2008
OMG! today is FUN! (:
hahas! went to zhang lao shi's house to bai nian,
as well as to celebrate her belated birthday! (:
we bought like some stuffs from the body shop
as a gift to her.
and went all the way to yishun to her hse.
(: HAHAHAS!
we were really damn ZI LIAN!
took sooooo MANY PHOTOS CAN!
oh well.
when we reached her house,
the guys and some girls played board games,
and then some other girls including me
and zhang lao shi started to make jiao zi!!!
HAHAHAS!
ITS MY FIRST TIME!
and i was like,
PLAYING WITH IT!
i came up with weird shapes
and they even say that my jiao zi
looked like curry puff instead.
if not will be like wad,
ROTI PRATA!
HAHAHAHAHAHS!
ehhhhhhhh.
dun laugh.
its actually very nice one okay!
:P
oh yahh.
the first time was like,
a failure.
HAHAHAS! it wasnt that bad lah.
but just that the "skin" too thick.
then after that,
it turns out quite nice.
and me! who doesnt eat jiao zi,
or didnt even eat before,
tried them.
AND IT WAS DAMN NICE!
hahas!
of course, I MAKE ONE!
erhem...
HAHAHAHAS!
PROFESSIONAL WENDY IS PRO OKAY!
:PPPP
and yea,
we started to play around with the flour.
hahahs! cose i got like nth better to do,
so i used the flour and smashed it on yuling's face,
then we all started playin.
in the end everyone becomes MAO LIAN!
DAMN FUN LAHHHH!!!
HAHAHAHAS! :PPPPP
ohh yah! i tried it on zhang lao shi also! :P
then yea,
we were like watching the photos they took
on her wedding day last year.
DAMNNNNNN NICE LUH!.
as in ya..
and memories flow back.
hahas! really very sweet. (:
ohhh. and zhang lao shi gave us all a BIG ANGBAO.
and we were supposed to split among ourselves.
SO FUNNY CAN!
FIRST TIME I SEE PEOPLE GIVE A BIG ONE TO SHARE!
HAHAHAHAHAS!
ohh. and we took many many random photos,
and were damn silly.
BUT yet,
it was sooo fun!
I LOVE YOU GUYS!
ESPECIALLY MY BESTIE KENGHWEE!
AND NOT FORGETTING MEILING! (:

HMT PEEPS! (: WOOOTS!

oh. can u even believe my teacher collects dolls!!! hahas! damn eerie! omg!

UNGLAM POSE! HAHAHAHS!

THIS IS EVEN MORE UNGLAM CAN!

L.O.V.E

ORANGES! LOOK AT OUR STUPID ACTIONS!

AHHH! YUMMY!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAS! FLOUR SMASHING!

OKAY. this is like a nicer one.

POSE! EVERYONE CHEESEEEEE!

HAHAHAHAS! I HEREBY DECLARE IM A LES!!!!!!

TALK no evil, HEAR no evil, SEE no evil!

OMG! LOOK AT OUR PRETTY FACES! HAHAHAS!

HAHAHS! DAMN SPASTIC RIGHT! =/

DAMN DAMN DAMN UNGLAM!

THIS IS WAD I DID TO HER! NICE RIGHT!

OKAY! they were trying to smash the flour at me!!! THIS IS SO UNGLAM!

the others playing and eating our jiao zi!


ANOTHER UNGLAM POSE! OMG!!!!

OUR JIAO ZI! before its cooked. (:

MY FIRST SUCCESSFUL BETTER-LOOKING-JIAO-ZI! HAHAHAS!

THIS IS WAD I DO WHEN IM BORED! HAHAHS! seen any heart shape jiao zi!?!?

im sooo creative right! :P SWEET SHAPE ONE LEH!

AFTER BEING COOKED!YUMMY!

OKAY! this is so OUT OF SHAPE! HAHAHAHS! MY HEART JIAO Zi!!!!!

LOOK AT HOW PROFESSIONAL WENDY IS! COME ON! :P

TADA! THE FOUR SHI FU!

HAHAHAS! WE BO LIAO GO BOMBARD ZHANG LAO SHI'S NOTICE BOARD!

oh well. im lazy to upload other photos alrdy.
OMG!
AND ALL THE PHOTOS ARE DAMN
UNGLAM AND SPASTIC!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!
:PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
hahahas!
FINE!
TILL THEN! :D


OH SHIT! IM DAMNNNN HIGH!
=/

I LOVE U MY GIRLFRIEND! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!!!!!


♥ 10:59 PM

i've got nothing to do.
so i decided to blog.
like again.
ahhas!

anyway!
I DIDNT KNOW SO MANY PPL DISLIKED HIM!
like, saw his face,
then kan ta bu shuang.
just like dat.
HAHAHAS!
hmmm...

actually.
i didnt expect myself to recover so fast.
HAHAHAS!
ang chuang yang that time
like only 2wks!
I SAD FOR A MONTH!
now like.
not even a month.
im like.
okay alrdy.
HAHAHAHAS!
=/
thats a good thing.
i wun think about him.
:P


maybe becose someone else
managed to touch my heart
at the point of time
when i thot that
all guys are useless
and disappointing.
:)

but,
i think friends are better to be.
so,
i didnt tried to be close,
or do wadeva thing.
becose,
im afraid it might just be a substitute.
yea.


haiya!
actually its nth.
just purely,
got that slight feeling only.
(:


lalalalalalalas!


im happy with my life alrdy.
i've got great friends.
=)



and im still young.
there's still a long way to go.
this is just..
a preview,
to begin with.
the movie has yet to start.

♥ 2:34 AM

Saturday, February 16, 2008
[Verse 1]
(Drew Barrymore)
I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!

(Hugh Grant)
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Oooooh.

[Verse 2]
(Drew Barrymore)
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

(Hugh Grant)
I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!
Oooooooh, Ooooooh, Ooooooh.

[Middle-eight]
(Drew Barrymore)
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!
Oooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooh Ooooooooh. Ooooooooh.

♥ 11:59 PM

hahas.
just went out to watch ah long jia lao da.
(:
actually, its super lame.
i couldnt even laugh when everyone's laughing!
but, at some point of time,
its indeed funny lah.
not that bad afterall.
hai shi chang jiang qi hao
and kungfu dunk nicest!
(:


i think i'll just give up.
:P

♥ 11:47 PM

08s09<3

08S09 IS LOVED! (:
yuan chun, mag and me!

twins!

HUGGING PILLAR!

I LOOKED EMO! hahas! =.=

WADS THIS KRYSTAL!

christie loves to take candids! =.=
BOOS! im in st nicks! =P


♥ 7:07 PM