Welcome to WENDY'S sanctuary.
Sunday, February 10, 2008
I AM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!dun you guys missed me??!?!
hahas! :P
ohhh. went malaysia and yea,
so sorry, couldnt reply to any of your messages.
(if u ever smsed me.) =.=
anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR!
i'm so glad i got many many red packets.
ITS TIME TO SPEND MONEY!
hahahs!! :)
ohh. and throughout the whole new year,
i was gambling and eating and gambling and eating...
NON-STOP!
guess i went super fat!!! :(
played mahjong with my pretty cousins and family.
then played cards etc etc.
i lost quite a lot in singapore. =(
BUT! i won in malaysia!!
hahahas! you know, luck doesnt always stay by your side.
it takes turn. :P
love my pretty clothes to bits and pieces!
hahahas!
i was damn happy when i receive compliments
from my relatives in malaysia lah!
okay. out of point.
BUT I WAS VERY HAPPY!
=.=
i've got cute little cousins!
hahahs! how i wished they were mine!
THEY ARE REALLY AMAZING I TELL YOU!
so young already know how to do so many things.
i bet i werent like that when i was young.
hahas! but at least i was as cute as them. :P
ERHEM!! HAHAHAHAS!
okay. shut up wendy.
i shall keep my skin thin.
oh well. this new year wasnt as wonderful.
but at least its enjoyable.
i was like playing and playing to keep myself occupied.
away from all those wild stupid silly thoughts.
and at least in malaysia,
i can like isolate myself for a while.
hahahas!
but, sometimes,
somethings just cant be avoided.
memories kept flashing back,
and wild thoughts will haunt me whenever i got nothing to do.
even if its only a second.
well. i'll just let it be.
hahas. i can do nothing also.
its the mind and heart.
i cant control.
relatives will ask, how's me and him.
and i will be like, oh, broke up.
then they will be like, dun be sad lah,
you're still young... still got plenty of chances
blah blah blah.
of course i know that, as in, im still young and so.
but sometimes,
even if all my friends and relatives come to me,
even if everyone come and console me,
tell me not to be sad and so,
i know that its not easy to do so.
its always easier to be said than done.
but well, no one can do anything,
except time.
so just let it be ba. =)
but im really really thankful,
and appreciate all my friends' efforts
and encouragements.
thank you all. =)
hahas. and both my male cousins in malaysia that im closer to
have girlfriends already.
one younger than me by a year,
one older than me by a year.
and they are real sweet boyfriends.
hahas! u'll wish that u had such bf
if u saw what they did!
crazy lo!
one early in the morning drive car all the way to malacca
to fetch his gf.
and u know malaysia is how much bigger than singapore.
the travel time took 2hrs!
imagine him driving there every morning to fetch her,
come back to his house,
then drive her back to malacca again at night,
and then come back again.
goshh! he's mad.
hahas! but actually, its the love that made him mad.
so its dammn sweet.
then the other one drive motor.
=.=
hahhaas! they all very ^&*#%#* one.
so good lah!!! don't even have license can anyhow drive liao.
i also want can! i wana try motor!!!=/
i shall learn next time i go back again.
its FUN! :P
okay okay. back to him.
the other one is mad.
meet her girlfriend every midnight.
=.=
hahas. and yea, they both really love their gf
A LOT!
from the way they treat their gf.
they really cherish them a lot.
and they both love their gf more than they are loved by them lah!
hahahs. thats sweet lah.
but not very good.=/
OKAY! WHY AM I TALKING ABOUT THIS!?!
nevermind.
i guess im too carried away.
hahahhas!
oh. tmr i declare i pon school.
=/
i guess i need rest.
too tired.
everyday gamble till 4am for consecutive days
will die u know!
choy choy choy.
AHHHH! this week is a busy week!
its kinda,
good and bad. =)
but nevermind, at least i wun be lonely.
=)
i'm glad i've got nice friends.
and im starting to miss my sa friends.
ahhhh! what if i get into acjc.
=(
i will miss them like hell!
and what if i cant get into acjc.
i will miss keng hwee like hell!
arghhh! this is mad.
=((
i made three wishes this new year.
and it will definitely come true!
i'm sure it will. :)
have been thinking through when im in the long bus ride.
sometimes,
somethings, no matter how much u want it,
you will never have it,
no matter how much you have done.
sometimes,
somethings just come to you,
even if u did nothing.
now i understand.
so i'll stop doing everything.
because its useless.
you always got the wrong meaning.
its useless,
because you always don't care.
so, i'll stop doing anything,
and everything.
life's lovely now.
at least i don't have to worry about you.
don't have to be jealous over those bitches,
don't have to be angry over things,
don't have to be sad over you,
don't have to be disappointed by what you did,
don't have to be afraid you might be snatched away from those sluts,
don't have to care if you scold vulgarities,
don't have to cry if you betrayed me,
don't have to try to change your bad habits,
don't have to try to change you into a perfect guy.
what's love?
maybe u duno.
or perhaps, i duno as well.
but i define it as,
love is about accepting the weaknesses of a person,
and not overlook it.
if you love a person,
you will try to help him, and change him into a better person.
not that he's bad,
but you just want to perfect him.
love is not about the looks,
its about feelings.
no couples can get along well,
you'll have to give and take.
love, is about the trust.
once you lost it,
its hard to gain it back.
love, is about being faithful,
and not flirt.
love, is about the protection,
to feel secure with him.
love, is really amazing.
if you know how to love,
and be loved.
too bad i'm out of love now,
but at least,
im glad that im once in it.
:)
♥ 11:48 PM