Welcome to WENDY'S sanctuary.
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
my life was perfect,with great friends and a great bf.
until i broke up,
i sank into depression.
i never knew we would ever broke up.
i thought we would really last forever.
cose' i really loved him.
and he was really giving in to me,
almost everything.
it was the trust in between us,
the lack of trust,
was the main problem that caused everything.
and so, we broke.
he needs to fly.
he wants to soar up high..
sometimes, i really regretted.
i wanted him back.
i missed him so much.
but i can do nothing.
naturally,
sweet memories always flash back.
until this malaysia trip i had.
i thought it through carefully.
every single bits and pieces.
i thought,
maybe i should let go.
i did.
but, honestly speaking,
i do miss him at times.
and wana go back to those sweet times.
till then, i thought life was better for me.
at least i learnt how to let go.
then a different story came in.
maybe god wanna play a fool on me.
but i'm not up for the game.
really..
i just broke up,
and im not ready to start another relationship yet.
sorry.
i hope you guys understand.
all the while,
i havent change.
you may hate me now,
cose u think im tarnishing your reputation,
but,
i'm not.
and i would not.
im disappointed,
to think u even thought i was such a girl.
i was sad,
to think u even misunderstood me.
afterall,
you should know me well,
after the 8 months we had been tgt.
i know,
whatever i said now,
you will think its all rubbish,
and you wouldnt care.
but i made myself clear alrdy.
i've got nothing more to say.
nevertheless,
i need to say both a thank you,
and a sorry to you.
♥ 9:13 PM